A blank mind, a heavy heart!

They say that grief speaks but sorrow remains tongue-tied. Well, I don't say that I am in the throes of some sorrowful emotion, and yet when the heart aches so much for some one's presence around you, your mind somehow alienates itself from its surroundings and becomes so completely blank. Does an artery when severed from the heart ache? I don't think so. And yet it ceases to have any meaning. Is that how I feel these days? But its not on all days. Sometimes I feel like my cup is full and I feel ready to burst into tears. And at others I just feel I don't exist at all.

O my God... look at all I have been writing and at least one thing is for sure- I am going out of my mind! Separation is so painful that it does wreck havoc on the mind. I hope this longing finds its culmination soon in your arms...